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Who are you?
I'm 23 years old young man, with strange feelings and desires. I'm a crossdresser, who likes to wear women clothes. It has started many years ago, probably at age 12-14, with the early puberty. I'm relieved and excited when I'm wearing women's clothes. More about my dreams later.
What do you want?
I want inner peace for myself, whatever it takes. I'm searching for professional help from everyone without prejudice. I'm searching for "cure" if there is any (and please: don't come with the bullshit "you can stop it if you really want", because I really want to stop it for years), or I'm interrested in any suggestions that can help bearing with this. I'm searching for the root cause, and how to solve it.
Where are you going?
I'm going mad. My phantoms are going to ruin me, and I can stand it. Hiding from everyone, inlcuding hiding from myself is very hard. I do not want female body, or any body modifications. I'm only after the illusion being woman, knowing I'm a man. I'm a lesbian: I like only woman, and I would look and be treated like woman.
Who do you trust?
My girlfriend. She knows it, but she does not accept me with all this stuff.
I'm 23 years old young man, with strange feelings and desires. I'm a crossdresser, who likes to wear women clothes. It has started many years ago, probably at age 12-14, with the early puberty. I'm relieved and excited when I'm wearing women's clothes. More about my dreams later.
What do you want?
I want inner peace for myself, whatever it takes. I'm searching for professional help from everyone without prejudice. I'm searching for "cure" if there is any (and please: don't come with the bullshit "you can stop it if you really want", because I really want to stop it for years), or I'm interrested in any suggestions that can help bearing with this. I'm searching for the root cause, and how to solve it.
Where are you going?
I'm going mad. My phantoms are going to ruin me, and I can stand it. Hiding from everyone, inlcuding hiding from myself is very hard. I do not want female body, or any body modifications. I'm only after the illusion being woman, knowing I'm a man. I'm a lesbian: I like only woman, and I would look and be treated like woman.
Who do you trust?
My girlfriend. She knows it, but she does not accept me with all this stuff.
posted by dressx | 14:05
6 Comments:
This seams like a good place for us crossdressers. I hope more will come here to blog.
One thing you need to know - you're not alone. Your blog describes me and my situation exactly.
I'm 26 and feel the same way as you do.
You made a very good analogy - we feel lesbian (or bissexual, for the matter).
Lesbians are not very well accepted by our society - because they're viewed as gay - and we make it even more troubling because we're men desiring somehow to be part of this misunderstood group of women.
Well I am like the rest of you feeling the same way. Very well written. Just accept who you are and thet nothing you do will change this desire and need of wearing womens clothes. Try to talk with your girlfriend and never hide the truth of who you are from her. I wish you all luck!
I'm 24 and my fiance cross dresses... I dont know how to cope, come to terms, or understand why he does this. i dont know who i can talk to and who would listen. i am sick of every discussion ending in a fight. I just want him to know i'm trying to understand and come to terms with this but i dont know how.... I love HIM... and but HE can't force this on me or i am going to run away...
I am 55, and I'll say this. It doesn't get easier, and it doesn't get better. My wife has come to terms with it, and accomodates my desires in some minor ways, but she simply cannot be more positive.
My doctor says I am depressed, and I reply, if you are a crossdresser and not depressed you don't understand the situation.
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