tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-24250185.post-1142601606140543282006-03-17T14:05:00.000+01:002006-03-17T14:20:06.156+01:00<span style="font-weight: bold;"><span style="font-weight: bold;"></span>Who are you?</span><br /><br />I'm 23 years old young man, with strange feelings and desires. I'm a crossdresser, who likes to wear women clothes. It has started many years ago, probably at age 12-14, with the early puberty. I'm relieved and excited when I'm wearing women's clothes. More about my dreams later.<br /><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">What do you want?</span><br /><br />I want inner peace for myself, whatever it takes. I'm searching for professional help from everyone without prejudice. I'm searching for "cure" if there is any (and please: don't come with the bullshit "you can stop it if you really want", because I really want to stop it for years), or I'm interrested in any suggestions that can help bearing with this. I'm searching for the root cause, and how to solve it.<br /><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">Where are you going?</span><br /><br />I'm going mad. My phantoms are going to ruin me, and I can stand it. Hiding from everyone, inlcuding hiding from myself is very hard. I do not want female body, or any body modifications. I'm only after the illusion being woman, knowing I'm a man. I'm a lesbian: I like only woman, and I would look and be treated like woman.<br /><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">Who do you trust?</span><br /><br />My girlfriend. She knows it, but she does not accept me with all this stuff.dressxhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11539103360952280405noreply@blogger.com